Below are the pictures of us hanging out around JB’s house outside with the first baby whom i thought was cute, but well he is cute with the smile and everything and omg he is so small!! it’s like holding a soccer ball in both hands but he’s much smaller than that! 10 months old, the cute baby period, and all hell shall break loose once he reach teenage years.
A lot of things can happen withing 10 days, like 10 days ago I could say that I miss you a lot and all those crap shit about whether you remember me or nt or something like that. But 10 days after I just couldn’t say the things I’ve writen down 10 days ago. I don’t miss you, I don’t care if you’re caring for me or not, I don’t care where you are and what you’re doing, I don’t care about anything at all, from now on. 10 days might seem to be short, but after a whole lot of activities and much more stuff happening around me, I find that I ain’t got the time to be emo and missing you, there are much more better things to do and much more happier things to think about rather than moping around saying why haven’t you contact me or whatsoever, and bloody fuck, i’m wasting my time typing this shit. And friends, especially those who are close with me in poly, rest assured, i would not go emo over her anymore, a normal friend to her, that is all to it.
Alright finally got that off my chest, and finally, i’ve got over it. Seriously, believe me.
Here is another random thought of mine, well maybe not so random because i’ve being thinking about it. How do you start to get to know more about some stranger whom you’ve just worked with and find interesting topic to talk about ? Really, I want to know, any secrets or whatever to this? F1 really was great, a cute girl with gorgeous eyes and a beautiful smile work just beside me, she’s funny too omg ! Been quite a long time since i felt this way, this feeling of wanting to find things to talk about but just couldn’t think of anything else to talk about. And when things like that gets drag on for too long, lost of contact, never see each other again, and here we go, another chance to actually know someone else lost just like that.
Ha ha, I feel really so childish by typing all those stuff, like this sort of stuff only happens in secondary school where a guy finds out he’ve got really low self-esteem and lacks social skills to talk to someone. Ahhh why bother, i’ve had fun and that’s all that matters, but REALLY if i can know her more it would be a BONUS!!!
