After a day of rest and thinking, what I did yesterday, that post, it was just written in the moment of anger and hard thinking for myself. What i did wasn’t nice and ‘pleasant’ for anyone to see, so I took that post down. I didn’t know it would cause so much effect on the people around me especially my group members, for that I am sorry you guys have to see that ugly post of mine.
I really don’t want to offend anyone by writing that post, but I know myself and I know that I can’t keep my feelings inside of me, I need somewhere, an outlet, to just pour all my thoughts away, and that’s how that post was created.
The point of that post wasn’t to offend anyone or to cause any trouble with anyone, it was simply just my thoughts on the situation yesterday. I REALLY REALLY hope that it won’t affect any of our friendship we have built for the past 1 year, it would be such a waste. And I don’t hate anyone or not pleased with anyone, angry I do feel, but never to the point of hate. Usually I won’t feel angry anymore after a day or 2, heck, I won’t even remember the incident. So now lets all forget about it, the whole thing.
Anyways, this blog of mine will be where a channel my feelings to, good, unpleasant or simple ugly posts will be written here, so if anyone is like a mood sponge or sensitive to stuffs, I would really recommend to stop reading my blog.
